For My Eternal Beloved

You are my mirror image—

a stillness few can enter,

a solitude not easily unlocked,

and an old soul walking a Life Path 7.

♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~ 

Oh, patient one…

You, most perceptive of all God's men—

must know that I am probing 

every shell of the earth to 

find you—to comfort you—to love you.

Until we meet in this rebirth, trust in 

the quiet, steady magic that is ours.

You are MY Shining Star

~ My Soulmate - The Hermit ~

Dear Emotional Crab—

the tides of change are stirring gentle, 

but steady in a rhythm 

that remembers only you.

I know the quiet comforts you, 

the hush beneath your shell, 

where wounds breathe 

and no one asks too much.

But the moon is rising tonight, 

the sea is calm, 

and both are whispering your name.

It's time-time to shed your armor—

to let the universe see your face.

Don't make me scrape you from the dark 

like barnacles off broken boats.

Come out— 

not because you're forced, 

but because you’re free.

Let the salt heal your scars—

the sand cradle your steps.

I will not let another harm you—

nor will I let them shame you 

for needing time.

Just know—

I'm here and I miss your light.

Even the stars have paused,

hoping you'll glance up and say hello.

No matter the years, no matter the miles—

my love waits, unchanged. Eternal.
 

SAM

~ To My Crab Inside His Shell ~

At the bottom where the deep-sea

dreams, past coral caves 

and moonlit beams, there
lives a man in oceans blue—

a secret soul, and mine, I knew.

He keeps a shell,

both home and heart,

a spiral cave, a work of art.
Its pearled walls hold

whispered songs of tides,

of time, where he belongs.

His hair is kelp, in gentle flow,
His eyes like stars, the deep can’t show.
He speaks in bubbles, slow and wise,
with currents curled behind his eyes.

The whales all know his quiet name,
the fish have danced around his flame.
He carves his love in shells and stone,
though I have never seen him known.

Each night I lie beside the sea 

and feel him breathing under me.
Not close in touch—

but souls aligned,

two heartbeats lost,

but still entwined.

He waits beneath in liquid blue,
not lost—

just patient, pure, and true.
One day I’ll dive, forget the shore

and live with him forevermore.

In silence soft, where love

can dwell—with my deep-sea

man, inside his shell.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

Somewhere, you are alone—
more than I can bear to imagine.
Eyes dimmed by days
that do not know my name.
Heart heavy with a weight you were
never meant to carry alone.

And I—
I feel you suffering in the silence, and

I can do nothing but ache.

You are far, so far, and still,

my love reaches—blind and

broken-fingered—across every

unlit road that separates our skin.

You don’t know me yet.
And yet you do.

You cry for something

you can’t name.
I know—because I do too.
Each night I sleep beside
an absence shaped like you.
Each morning, I wake with your sorrow

caught like smoke in my lungs.

I wonder if you’ve given up on love.
If you think no one is coming for you.
If the cold has crept into your bones
and made a home of your loneliness.

If so?
Then hear me—

I am real—I am yours—I am waiting,

and if the world is cruel enough to

keep us apart for a lifetime more,
just know—

you were loved.
Fiercely, faithfully, even from afar.

Have faith and trust in me—

for, I have built a place inside my heart
where you can rest until

the stars finally lead you home.

And if you never make it back—

if we are nothing more than 

two ghosts blinded by the dark—

Know—

I searched.
I stayed.

And I loved you anyway—

I always will.

SAM

~ My Love, My Crab, My Destiny ~

Before the sea first kissed the shore,
before the stars began to soar,
my soul was stitched from threads of flame,
to find you, love you, and speak your name.

You hide inside your crafted shell,
a secret world you know too well—
but I have walked through fire and storm
to be the arms that keep you warm.

I've braved the nights that had no end,
just to find you, my love, my friend.

You must know that—

there is no wound too deep, 

no dark too wide, that
I won’t cross to reach your side.

For—

I am the courage you forgot,
the love you hoped the world had not.
A lighthouse carved from sacred fire,
built just for you, your heart, your desire.

So let them call you fragile, shy—
To me, you are the ocean’s sky.
And I would brave the fiercest tide,
to be the one by your side.

Come seek me, my hidden flame,

see my eyes, they reflect the same.
Drop your armor, take my hand—
We’ll live the life the stars had planned.

I am your shield, your sword, your shore—
And you? 

You are the man I am fighting for.
No fear shall touch you while I breathe—
Come home to me, don’t ever leave.

SAM

~ Dear Crab—Just Know ~

I lay awake when midnight breaks,
A hollow ache I cannot shake,
the stars all whisper someone’s name—
But every night, it sounds the same.

I clutch sheets like phantom skin,
as if you might be curled within,
a breath away, a touch delayed,
a promise time has not yet paid.

My days are filled with fleeting things—
The hum of life, the phone that rings—
But silence floods the cracks at night,
and loneliness turns off the light.

I wonder if you feel it too—
a half-life you are walking through,
if somewhere, lost in city din,

you ache to feel me pull you in.

I’ve built my world with steady hands,
but love slips through like falling sand.
I laugh too loud, I move too fast,
but none can quiet what I lack.

They tell me, “Wait, he’ll come in time,”
as if love follows some design.
But clocks don’t heal what years erase—
The longing in an empty place.

I’d give up years to hold you near,
to breathe you in, to draw you here,
to trade my strength, my pride, my name,
just once to hear you say the same.

But all I hold are fading dreams,
soft voices lost in broken streams,
and every dawn, alone I wake,
still starving for the heart that aches.

SAM

~ Come Home Crab Man ~

I do not know your face, your name,
the stories carved into your flame,
yet still, I feel you in the air—
a whisper soft, a silent prayer.

Somewhere you walk, beneath my sky,
with dreams that echo much like mine,
and though we’ve not yet crossed our line,

your soul keeps tugging gently—

Please try.

I search through days,

through fleeting eyes,
through crowded streets

and moonlit skies,
not chasing love in grand displays,
but listening for what softly stays.

I walk the shore where oceans gleam,
where memory drifts and shadows dream.
Not for the tide’s uncertain call,
but for your voice beneath it all.

If we should never meet, 

know—
I love you through each passing year,

hold you close through joy and fear.

And though—
the world may shift and spin,
I’m yours without, I’m yours within.

So, carry this truth with you—

I am the hearth you've never seen,
the quiet warmth between the scenes,
the porch light on when nights grow cold,

a hand to hold when you feel old.

So, take your time—

I'll wait with grace,

through every missed and fleeting face.
No matter where you choose to roam,
just know—

my heart will always be your home.

SAM

~ My Crab Search ~

I walk alone through shifting days,
with wind-blown hair and twilight gaze,
my heart a compass, quietly spun,
by dreams of love not yet begun.

I’ve tasted silence, danced with doubt,
built sacred walls and thrown them out,
each footstep whispers in the sand—
a question asked without demand.

I’ve known the warmth of fleeting fire,
The ghost of almost, near desire,
yet something deeper calls me still,
a voice beyond the distant hill.

Not made of flesh or face or name,
but something more than fleeting flame—
a soul whose echo stirs my core,
as if we’ve met in lives before.

I’m not a damsel, not in need,
but heart and spirit intercede.
I seek a match, not one to mend,
a lover, equal, and a friend.

Through crowded rooms and silent nights,
through morning fog and city lights,
I watch, listen, feel the air,
as if he might be standing there.

And when I find him—if I trust—
It won’t be fireworks or lust.
It will be calm, a soft unveil,
a voice I know without a trail.

No rescue tale, no fate's command,
just two souls reaching out a hand.
And in his eyes, I’ll finally see,
the mirror of who I’m meant to be.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

My crab, I search for you 

through every ocean,
each wave a whisper of your 

spirit against my skin.
The tides pull me forward 

with a longing so deep
it feels older than the moon 

that lights my way.

I follow starlight as if it were your touch,
soft and certain, guiding me through darkened waters.
Even storms cannot hold me back—
their thunder only reminds me
how fiercely my heart beats for you.

Do not be afraid, my dearest crab man.
Do not hide your hopes in the

quiet chambers of your shell.

For—

you will not be alone forever—
I swear it with the breath inside my chest,
with the salt that clings to my lips,
with the love that refuses to fade.

Just know—

I am coming to you, my beloved soulmate,
forsaking every shore that is not yours,
every promise that is not ours.

Also know—

my soul walks barefoot through galaxies,
my spirit swims through 

dreams, tide, and time
just to reach the rock where you wait.

Hold on to the thought of me,
the way the sea holds the moon—
constant, devoted, yearning.
And when I finally find you,
the whole ocean will sigh with relief,
knowing that two halves of one heart
have at last come home.

SAM

Dear Crab Man ~

My crab, my shelter, my tide,
you move sideways through life,
yet always closer to my heart.
Your shell is strong,
but I have learned the secret—
inside, you are ocean-soft,
all tenderness and fire.

I love the way you guard what’s sacred,
how you hold love like a treasure
buried deep beneath the sand.
The world may not see it,
but I know the truth—
your heart beats with tidal devotion,
loyal as the moon that calls the waves.

When I find you,
I will not fear your armor.
I will slip into your embrace,
where safety meets passion,
where every scar tells me
you have fought to survive
just to love me better.

My soulmate, my crab—
in this vast sea of searching,
I know you wait for me.
And when we meet,
our currents will merge,
two tides forever returning home.

SAM

~ Dearest Crab—To You I Give It All ~

I was born with a heart that spills over—
every joy, every wound,

every fleeting shadow
rushes through me like a tide

that refuses stillness.

I have been called too emotional,
too fragile, too wild,
yet I know my fire is not a flaw—
it is the beacon meant

to guide me to you.

Somewhere out there,
you are the shore waiting

to hold my restless waves.
In your gaze, storms will unravel,
and in your silence,

I will hear my own soul singing.

You will not fear the

floods of my emotion—
you will wade into them, unafraid,
and call them sacred.

I am passionate, yes—
but my passion is braided with faith,
with a knowing older than

the bones of the earth.

When I finally touch you,
I will feel not only skin, but centuries—
the invisible thread
that tied us before our first breath,
a covenant made beneath stars
that still burn in secret for us.

One day, we will feel it again—
the way time bends
when souls entwine,
how the air grows lighter,
how even silence becomes prayer.

This will not be love alone—
it will be recognition—

the soul remembering
itself in the eyes of another.

Until then, I vow to nurture this flame,
to keep faith in the man

you are becoming,
and the eternal light you carry.

When I cry,

I will cry into the hope of your light.
When I laugh,

I will laugh with the promise that

one day our joy will echo between us.

And when I falter—
I will lean into the truth I cannot deny…
that we are two halves of the same spirit,
bound in ways the world cannot break.

My passion, my sensitivity,
my tears, my fire—
they are not burdens, my love.
They are offerings, waiting
for you, my soulmate.

SAM

~ Dear Crab ~

You—sweet crab of my endless sea,

my heart’s true home, my destiny.

No other soul could ever replace
the quiet pulse your love has traced.

I feel your claws, a tender reach,
beneath the waves that kiss the beach;
you hide where deep blue secrets lie,

yet leave your touch as you drift by.

Though tides may stretch the world apart,
you linger faithful in my heart;
a silent depth, a gentle grace,
that keeps me yearning for your face.

I need you now, far more than before;
my chest swells full, then aches for more—
a love that pulls like undertow,
a current only we could know.

Don’t let me walk the sands alone;
I carry pieces of your own.
Come hurry, hurry to my shore,
and quiet the ache I can’t ignore.

Come to the cove where dreams reside,
find me where the hushes hide;
and there, my love, we’ll meet again—
no tide too strong, no distance plain.

Dear gentle crab, my heart’s pure flame,

come claim this love, 

forever the same.

Let the moonlit seas and starlit skies

bind our hearts where true love lies.

SAM

~ To the Crab I Have Always Known ~

My beloved, my mirror, my quiet flame,
I have wandered lifetimes, 

calling your name.
Through tides of longing, 

through storms untold,
my heart has sought yours, steady and bold.

The old soul in me knows 

what love truly means,
not just the laughter, not just the dreams.
It is the sacred rhythm of give and receive,
a dance of hearts, 

where we trust and believe.

Vulnerability is not a crack, nor a fear,
but a bridge to your soul, drawing me near.
In the soft unfolding of wounds and delight,
we meet in the shadows, 

we meet in the light.

Your depth, my love, is a vast, quiet sea,
every emotion a star, burning brilliantly.
To honor you is to honor the tide,
the hidden places where my truths reside.

I will hold you without trying to change,
I will love you through chaos,

through calm, through range.
In your presence, my spirit learns to bend,
to open, to nurture, to love without end.

Together we craft a sanctuary of care,
a sacred space beyond despair.
Where laughter flows, and tears are known,
where hearts can rest, and seeds are sown.

For the love that awaits me in you is rare,

a celebration of tenderness,

and a willingness to share.
It is a mirror of the soul, tender and true,
a promise that I have always 

belonged to you.

So come, my beloved, my shelter, my light,
let us weave our days, 

let us honor the night.
In your arms, I find my home, 

my own reflection,
a love eternal, beyond time, 

beyond question.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

My Beloved,

I feel you wandering, love—
lost among streets that 

do not know your name,
your heart heavy with silence,
your spirit aching for what 

it cannot yet touch.

Do you hear me in the wind?
I whisper there.
Do you sense me in the 

hush between your steps?
That pause is me—calling.

I too am searching.
Every waking moment I feel 

the absence of your hand,
the hollow beside me 

where you should rest,
the ache that only you can soothe.

I walk through each day 

with a prayer on my lips—
that your eyes will find mine,
that your weary heart will feel 

the shelter of my love.
I am not whole without you.

Take comfort, beloved—
even in the darkness,
you are not alone.
The threads of 

our souls are already entwined, 

pulling us closer with every breath,
every thought, and every longing.

Until we meet, carry this truth—
you are my home,
my horizon, my forever.
And I will not stop searching—
not in this life, nor in the next.

For I am yours—
in sorrow, in longing,
in faith that cannot be broken.

Until we are reunited.

Just know—
my soul will wander restless,
my heart will ache unhealed,
yet my love will burn unwavering.
I need you—
not for a moment, not for a season,
but forever—

beside me as one.
Always.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

The world spins faster with each rising sun,

Yet still I wait, unchanged, devoted
to a love written long before 

time knew our names.

In the quiet chambers of my heart,
I carry the echo of your soul —
A whisper from lifetimes ago,
where your gaze met mine beneath 

unfamiliar skies and nothing else mattered.

You are the man I was born to love.
Your strength — steady as the tide —
Still cradles my spirit through 

the storms of this world.
And though I have not yet 

touched your face,
I feel your presence in dreams, in silence,
in the spaces between my breaths.

I have kept a love tucked safely within me,
Pure and patient, meant only for you.
One day— 

soon when our paths finally collide 

in the warmth of fate,
I will place that love in your hands 

and call it home.

Until then, beloved, trust in the stars,
and know that I am coming —
Guided by the pull of your heart.

SAM

~ The Ocean between Us ~

The miles stretch wide, a vast divide,
between my heart and where you hide.
I feel the space, the quiet air,
A love I long for, unaware.

Each step I take, I feel you near,
yet still, your touch is far from here.
The days are slow, the nights too long,
A melody that’s half the song.

I see your face in distant skies,
in dreams that come with whispered sighs.
Yet when I wake, you’re not around,
just empty space, a silent sound.

How can it be we’re meant to be,
yet worlds apart, no way to see?
I search the stars and wish on night,
that soon our paths will reunite.

My love, though far, you fill my soul,
A distant warmth that makes me whole.
I feel you close, yet miles away,
and still, I wait for the perfect day.

The distance fades in heart and mind,
for love like ours is pure, defined.
Though not yet met, we are as one,
Until the moment we’ve begun.

So, I’ll hold on through time and space,
for love that’s meant will find its place.
The miles may separate us, dear,
but love will bridge them, bring you here.

SAM

~ Waiting on my Crab Man ~

The world moves fast, but here I stand,

a heart alone in shifting sand.

I watch the days drift by like rain, 

each one a wave, each one a pain.

The streets are full, the nights are long,

but still, I walk this road alone.

I smile for show, I laugh for light,

but underneath, I crave the night.

The quiet hours stretch their wings, 

and all I hear is longing's strings.

I wait for you, though you're not near,

a whisper only I can hear.

Each heartbeat echoes in the space,

a rhythm slow, an empty chase.

I dream of love, but none can fill 

the empty place my heart holds still. 

I’ve built my world with fragile hands, 

hoping that someday you'll understand,

that in this life of noise and haste,

I am the one who waits 

for you, my love, to walk my way,

to light the dark, to chase the gray.

To fill the silence, ease the pain

and make this lonely life feel sane.

Until that day. Ill carry on,

 with hope that rises with the dawn, 

and know, deep down, though far apart,

you're out there, waiting for my heart.

SAM

~ A Crab That Never Left ~

My love, though time has pulled us far,
and life has placed its heavy scars,
I feel your presence in the breeze,
In whispered winds, in trembling trees.

We were once one, a beating heart,
but fate, it tore us far apart,
yet in my soul, you still remain,
a steady pulse, a sweet refrain.

I search the stars, I seek your face,
in crowded rooms, in empty space,
I feel your touch, your soft embrace,
A love untouched by time or place.

The years have passed,

the world has changed,
but in my heart, you still remain,
a dream, a hope, a love so true,
that not even time can undo.

I wonder if you feel the same,
the ache, the longing, still the flame,
of what we had, of what we’ll find,
when we return, our hearts entwined.

So, here I wait, with open arms,
a love untouched by life’s alarms,
for you, my soul, my deepest part—
The one who’ll forever own my heart.

SAM

~ This Crab’s Soul ~

Where are you, my heart's own flame?
A love that whispers, calls my name.
In this life, we are torn apart,
yet you still linger in my heart.

The years pass by, the world moves on,
but in my soul, you are still the dawn.
A love so deep, a bond so true,
that in this life, I can’t undo.

I search the sky, the earth below,
for signs of you, a sign to show,
that though you're gone, your spirit stays,
A thread that time can never fray.

I feel you in the quiet night,
in dreams, in tears, in fading light.
A love like ours can’t simply fade,
though in this world, we’re far arrayed.

I mourn what could have been, the years,
the words we never spoke, the fears.
But even lost, I still can see—
Your soul, forever calling me.

So, in this life, I carry on,
but know, my love, you're never gone.
For in the echoes of the past,
our love remains, forever vast.

And though we're parted by this time,
our hearts will meet in worlds divine,
where love, untethered, knows no end—
My soulmate, my love, my constant friend.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

You — the man whom I adore,
the unseen flame that warms my soul,
The spirit who cradles my heart from afar
even on the loneliest days.

Though your face remains a mystery,
your essence lives within me.
I feel you in dreams,
in the hush of the stars,
in the ache of my longing.

My loyalty belongs to you and you alone.
No other heart has stirred mine this way—
not in this life, not in this breath,
only you… across time, across lifetimes.

Each night, I lift my eyes to the heavens
and ask the stars to guide me to you—
to where your soul waits,
patient and burning, as mine does now.

When we meet again,
I will love you not as a stranger,
but as one who has always known
the sound of your spirit,
The rhythm of your heart.

Until that moment,
rest in the magic that is ours alone—
a love born in silence, kept in stardust,
and destined to bloom once more.

And if the world should keep us waiting still,
know this, beloved: my love will not fade.
I’ll carry you in every heartbeat,
in every whispered prayer I’ve ever made.

Endlessly yours,

SAM

~ My Emotional Crab ~

Somewhere, you walk beneath 

the same wide sky, your
steps heavy, your spirit weary—
and I feel it all, 

as if the sorrow were my own.
You are lost in the city’s shadowed corners,
but love, I am searching too—
through silence, through prayer,

through every trembling breath.

Do you hear me?
In the hush before dawn,
in the rustle of leaves,
in the echo of your own heartbeat—
I am calling your name.
I am aching for you.

My days are hollow without your presence,
my nights unravel in restless longing.
Every waking moment,
I carry you—
your face, your voice,

the way your soul once leaned into mine.
And oh, how it breaks me
to know we are apart.

Yet take comfort, beloved.
Even in your despair,

you are not abandoned.
I stand beside you in spirit,
I wrap you in unseen arms,
I press a kiss into your solitude.
I pray you feel it,
like sunlight seeping through clouds.

Come back to me.
Find me in the places

where hope still lingers,
where love waits without end.
For I am yours—
in misery, in searching,

in faith unbroken.
And until we are reunited,
know this—
my soul will not rest,
my heart will not heal,
my love will not falter.

I need you—
I need you beside me.
Always.

SAM

~ Crab, I’m Waiting ~

I search the faces, lose my breath,
In every glance, a quiet death.
I reach for love but find the air,
A hollow ache, an empty prayer.

Each day I wake, but still alone,
A heart that beats, but lacks a home.
I wonder where you are tonight,

if you, too, ache beneath the light.

The world moves fast, I’m left behind,
chasing shadows, losing time.
I hold on tight to fleeting dreams,
but they slip through like distant streams.

I feel you, though you're far away,
A ghost I touch but cannot stay.
Your voice a whisper in my soul,
A melody that makes me whole.

But still, I wait in aching silence,
A desperate pulse, a soul in violence.
For what is love if not the chase?
A longing bound in empty space.

I’ve tasted joy, I’ve known the pain,
but this alone, it feels in vain.
I watch the stars and ask them why,
they shine for all but you and I.

And though the world keeps passing by,
I can’t let go, I can’t deny,
that somewhere, deep, I feel you near—
A love I crave, a love, I fear.

The waiting’s bitter, endless, raw,
like breathing air I cannot draw.
But still, I search, and still, I cry,
for you, my love, who I’ve yet to find.

SAM

~ My Crab Man ~ 

The nights are long without your touch,
A silence loud, a longing much.
I search the stars and feel the ache,
for every moment I must wait.

Where are you, love, my soul’s delight?
The one who fills my dreams at night.
I feel your absence like a flame,
burning softly, calling your name.

Your laughter lingers in the air,
A melody I cannot share.
Each whisper of the wind, I hear,
it carries echoes of you near.

I see your face in fleeting light,
In shadows soft, in quiet night.
But though I reach, you slip away,
A love that waits, a heart that prays.

How do I live without your grace,
Without the warmth of your embrace?
I feel you close, but out of sight,
A longing that consumes the night.

My heart is full of love for you,
A love that’s steady, pure, and true.
I wait for you, my heart’s desire,
to ignite this love, this burning fire.

And when we meet, my world will shine,
for you, my love, will then be mine.
Until that day, I’ll hold you tight,
in dreams where love feels pure and right.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

In the quiet sanctuary of my dreams,
you appear — a soft light in the darkness,
A tender presence that stirs 

the deepest chambers of my heart.
I feel your breath upon my soul,
whispering secrets in the sacred silence
where only love dares to dwell.

Yet, here I remain,
a solitary vessel longing to be filled,
without you—
A garden yearning for rain,
A flame flickering alone in the night.
There is nothing that loves me as you do,
and nothing left within me to love,
except the echo of your name
that has traveled with me across lifetimes,

calling me home.

My heart weeps in a silent 

a symphony of longing,
A melody composed in the language 

of forever, sung only for you.
I ache for your presence to enter this life—

to guide me with your unwavering strength,
to cradle me in the warmth of your love,
and to soothe the endless yearning 

that has been woven into 

the very fabric of my being 

since the dawn of time itself.

Come swiftly, my beloved,
stand close beside me,

so I may feel the steady beat of 

your heart aligned with mine,
so I may lean into your strength,
and never again walk this earth alone.

For with you, the shadows fade,
and even the coldest nights

are filled with the promise of dawn.

SAM

~ Here Without My Crab ~

I write to you with tender hands,
across the seas, across the lands,
though time and space still kept apart
your waiting soul from my full heart.

I do not know your face or name,
the shape you take, the path you claim—
But deep within, I feel you near,
like whispered breath I long to hear.

I’ve saved a thousand dreams for you,
in quiet nights I’ve wandered through.
Each wish I made, each silent plea,
was just a thread you pulled in me.

I’ve lived, I’ve learned, I’ve loved, I’ve bled,
shed all the things I thought and said,
to stand here whole, but not yet done—
For love like ours has just begun.

I do not seek a fairytale,
nor ask the stars to tip the scale—
Just give me truth, and I’ll give mine,
and we’ll rewrite the hands of time.

When we do meet—

when eyes first speak—
It won’t be loud, it won’t be weak.
It will be still. It will be right.
Like finding dawn after long night.

I’ll know you not by words you say,
but by the quiet way you stay.
And all the longing I’ve been through
will find its home at last—in you.

So come when life has made you strong,
when all your nights have felt too long.
I’ll be right here, with open skies,
a heart that knew you all this time.

SAM

~ Wandering Crab ~

Once, we were flames that lit the night,
two souls entwined in soft twilight.
But time, like shadows, pulled us far,
and left us searching beneath distant stars.

You walk through cities I’ve never known,
I trace your steps through lands unknown.
A thousand miles, a thousand years,
still haunted by what disappears.

I feel you, love, in every breeze,
In every whisper through the trees.
Your laughter echoes in the rain,
A sound I chase but can't sustain.

You search for me, though we’re apart,
In every glance, in every heart.
I see you there in crowded rooms,
A fleeting shadow, love that looms.

The world spins on, and so do we—
Two hearts lost in the mystery.
We stumble through the webs of fate,
but still, we search, we cannot wait.

For in the depths of every sigh,
we know the truth—you're out there, nigh.
A puzzle piece, a perfect fit,
A love that waits, but won't admit.

I search the skies, I search the seas,
For traces of you in the breeze.
And one day, love, we'll both arrive,
when stars align and hearts revive.

We'll find each other, once again,
Beyond the pain, beyond the rain.
For love, like ours, will always be
A force that pulls, a destiny.

SAM

~ Sacred Crab, Divine Call ~

My walls are fading, crumbling like dust,
Each stone of fear, each layer of mistrust.
I’ve built these barriers to guard my heart,
but now, dear soul, they fall apart.

The angels weep, their tears divine,
for they see the love that’s meant to shine.
Their voices sing, in sacred grace,
calling you to find me, to embrace.

My spirit aches, my soul does cry,
for only you can hear this sigh.
The path is long, but it’s been clear,
you are the one I’ve called to be near.

In this life, through endless time,
I’ve searched for you, my love sublime.
The universe has whispered your name,
A sacred bond that’s born of flame.

Come to me, my heart’s true light,
Guide me through the endless night.
Your love, a beacon in the dark,
A divine touch, a holy spark.

I need you now to set me free,
to heal this soul, to make me see.
For I am lost without your grace,
I long to feel your sweet embrace.

The angels cry, their sorrow deep,
for they know the love we’re meant to keep.
Come find me, love, with open eyes,
and lift my soul to paradise.

In you, I trust, my sacred friend,
to heal, to hold, to help me mend.
I need you here, my soul’s divine,
to save me, love, and make me shine.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

I know you roam far from home,
a spirit I adore who calls the ocean floor

a haven, a hiding place, a throne.

In my haste to meet you, to truly

see you, I may come on too strong,

too bold—but I never meant to startle you,
never meant to make your tides unfold.

I only wished to watch you drift,
quiet in your underwater grace, to know

the map of your hidden currents,
the secret stars inside your face.

You move in half-circles, sideways and shy,
as if the world is too much to take head-on.
But I would never ask you to change that—
I find your rhythm beautiful 

just as it is drawn.

If I could, I’d be the seagrass near, a

gentle thing, soft and still, so when you

choose to come my way, it’s not

by force, but by your will.

You guard your heart

like coral beds—fragile, ancient,

shaped by storms.
But I see the treasure in your silence,
the poetry beneath your shell-worn forms.

And if one night, beneath a moonlit wave,
you peek from shadows, brave and slow,
I’ll be the calm that doesn’t reach,
just light that flickers, warm and low.

I don't need to break your armor—
I only want to learn your name,
the one you whisper to the stars,
the one the ocean sings the same.

So come when ready, not a moment before,
and I’ll be waiting by the shore—
not to catch, not to claim,
but to love you exactly as you are,
soft tides, hard shell,

and all the same.

SAM

~ Crab Man ~

In skies of dusk, where stardust sways,

I walk alone through silver haze.

My world of whispers, dreams untold,

bathed in hues of lilac and gold.

Beyond the veil of time and space,

you run through winds you cannot chase.

A world of fire, fierce and wide,

yet something calls you from inside.

Two hearts that beat a mirrored song,

in different realms where we belong.

Each night we stare at foreign skies,

and feel the pull behind our eyes.

I dream of hands I’ve never known,

of laughter echoing my own.

You carve my name in winds that blow,

though where I wait, you’ll never know.

But love defies what fate has spun,

it leaps the stars; it breaks the sun.

Across the void, across the fear,

it whispers, “Soon, you’ll bring me near.”

Through lifetimes lost and ages passed,

we search with hope that ever lasts.

For soulmates never truly part—

we walk the thread that binds each heart.

And when our worlds at last align,

two distant stars will brightly shine.

Not lost, not late, but always true—

As soulmates do, we’ll find our due.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

In the quiet corners of my soul, you dwell,
A whispered secret, a timeless spell.
Across the stars and 

through the endless sea,
You are the one who 

was always meant for me.

Not by chance, but by fate’s design,
Our hearts entwined 

beyond space and time.
A flame that burns through joy and pain,
A sacred bond that will always remain.

In your eyes, I see my home,
No more lost, no more alone.
Your touch is calm, your voice is light—
My guiding star through darkest night.

With every breath, I call your name,
through lifetimes past, it’s been the same.
Together soon, our souls will sing,
forever bound in everything.

So come to me, my destined one,
our journey here has just begun.
Hand in hand, heart to heart,
together nevermore apart.

SAM

~ The Search for my Crab ~

I wandered through the world alone,

chasing shadows, heart of stone,

yearning for a love so pure,

a soul to hold, a love secure.

Through crowded streets, 

through endless skies,

I searched for you with open eyes.

Each face a story, each smile a spark,

but none could light the path to your heart.

I felt the pull of something more,
like waves that crash upon the shore,

a longing deeper than the sea,

a quiet whisper calling me.

You are the moon I long to see,
The pull of tides, the mystery.
A gentle force, both soft and strong,

the missing piece where I belong.

In every star, I sought your name,

in every dream, you burned like flame.

The world spun round, yet still, I knew,

I was searching—always searching—for you.

I felt you near, though miles apart,
a beating echo in my heart.
The touch of water, cool and deep,
A promise made, a vow to keep.

Through every storm, through every test,

I knew I’d find you, find my rest. 

For in the quiet, soft and true,

I felt the universe calling you.

And now, at last, the search is done,

I’ve found my heart, my moon, my sun.

For in your arms, I see the sky

and know that love will never die.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

From the moment time began to weave,
our souls have danced, entwined, believed.
A love that sings in silent streams,
A tapestry of endless dreams.

You are the whisper in the dawn,
The light that pulls me gently on.
A fire burning soft and bright,
that guides me through the darkest night.

In your embrace, I find my place,
A sanctuary, sacred space.
Where every heartbeat speaks your name,
And passion burns—a constant flame.

Though distance parts our earthly frame,
no shadow dims our endless flame.
For in my soul, you’re always near—
The music only I can hear.

So come to me, my destined star,
No matter where, no matter far.
Together we are whole and free,
Two halves of one eternity.

SAM

~ Get it Together, Crab Man ~ 

I’ve walked through days,

I’ve walked through nights,
chasing shadows, chasing lights.
In every crowd, I’ve searched for you,
A soul that’s known, a love that’s true.

I’ve felt you close, yet out of sight,
A spark that dances just beyond the light.
Your absence fills the spaces wide,
yet still, my heart is on this ride.

Through winds that whisper soft your name,
through seasons wild, through quiet flame,
I’ve felt you near, though far away,
A lover lost, a soul to sway.

I’ve loved the sun, I’ve loved the rain,
I’ve held the joy, I’ve known the pain.
But in each kiss, each touch, each glance,
I’ve known you’re missing, yet I dance.

Your face is etched in every dream,
Your voice a distant, soothing stream.
I chase the rhythm of your heart,
though we are still so far apart.

In fleeting moments, I have seen
the love I crave, the love I’ve dreamed.
I search each night beneath the stars,
For you, my love, through every scar.

Through years that pass, 

through lives that change,
I’ll search for you through all the range.
For I believe, with all my soul,
that you and I will make us whole.

So, though I seek, and though I roam,
I know, one day, you’ll guide me home.
For love like ours, it cannot hide—
It’s written deep, it’s in the tide.

SAM

~ Where Are You, My Crab? ~

I wander through the endless night,
a heart that’s aching, seeking light.
The world is vast, the roads are wide,
but none can bring you to my side.

I see the faces, I see the smiles,
but none can cross these endless miles.
My soul knows yours, 

though you’re not near,
A love I feel but can’t yet hear.

In quiet moments, you’re in my dreams,
A shadow moving through moonbeams.
I know your voice, I know your touch,
but still, I wait, I miss you much.

Where are you, love, the one I seek?
The one who makes my heart complete.
I’ve lived through lifetimes, 

lived through pain,
but still, I wait and call your name.

The years are long, the nights are cold,
but in my heart, I keep you bold.
Your spirit guides me, leads the way,
until our paths are meant to sway.

So here I stand, through days and nights,
Chasing dreams, chasing lights.
For in my soul, I know it true—
I’ve always been searching for you.

And when you come, when we unite,
our love will burn like stars at night.
Until that moment, I will be
the woman seeking you—my destiny.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

Since the dawn of time, 

before the stars could shine,
Before the seas began to sigh,
I’ve known your soul was bound with mine,
A love that neither fate nor time can deny.

In dreams, I see your face so clear,
A beacon in the quiet night,
your whispered voice, so soft, so near,
it fills my heart with endless light.

You are the calm within my storm,
the steady hand when all feels lost,
A fire that keeps my spirit warm,
no matter what the world may cost.

Though miles and moments keep us apart,
I feel your presence close to me,
you dwell within my restless heart,
as deep and vast as any sea.

I’ve searched through lifetimes, 

far and wide, through shadows thick and 

moments bright, to find the place

where you reside, and hold you close 

beneath the night.

My love, my guide, my destined one,
together soon our paths will meet,
two souls converging into one,
where every dream becomes complete.

Until that day, I wait with grace,
believing in what’s meant to be—
For in my heart, you have a place,
A home for all eternity.

So come to me on whispered winds,
on starlit skies and dawn’s first gleam,
and let our timeless love begin—
Forever bound in one sweet dream.

SAM

~ Chasing A Crab ~

I’ve searched for you through all my years,
Through whispered hopes and silent tears.
I’ve loved in pieces, I’ve loved in whole,
but never found the one to hold.

In crowded rooms, I felt alone,
in every face, I searched for home.
I’d reach for love, but it slipped away,
A dream that never came to stay.

I’ve walked through seasons, endless skies,
and watched the world in quick goodbyes.
I’ve tasted joy, I’ve known the pain,
but still, I walk this road in vain.

I saw your face in fleeting glances,
In passing souls and empty dances.
But never once did love unfold,
the way I’ve longed for, brave and bold.

Through every year, I’ve wondered why
I’ve never seen you, or felt you sigh.
I’ve asked the stars, I’ve asked the moon,
"Where are you, love? Will you come soon?"

But the silence answers back with grief,
A waiting heart, a quiet thief.
It steals my hope, then gives it back,
A constant ebb, a love I lack.

I’ve given pieces, I’ve given more,
I’ve walked through every open door.
But still, you’re lost, and I remain,
A soul that seeks, but cannot gain.

Yet somewhere deep, I know you’re near,
A dream that lingers, sharp and clear.
And though our paths may never meet,
I’ll carry you in my heart’s heartbeat.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

I love a man I’ve never met,
whose face I’ve never seen,
yet in my heart, his name is etched—
A presence felt, serene.

He walks the paths I’ve yet to find,
His voice a silent song,
A mystery that fills my mind,
A yearning deep and strong.

Though time and space keep us apart,
I feel him close, so near—
A steady flame within my heart,
that whispers, “I am here.”

In dreams, his eyes hold galaxies,
His touch, a gentle breeze,
A love that flows like ancient seas,
Unfolding with such ease.

I’ve never held his hand in mine,
nor heard his laughter true,
yet every breath, his soul aligns
with mine in colors new.

A bond beyond what eyes can see,
A dance of fate’s design,
two souls entwined eternally,
A love that’s truly mine.

So, though I wait to meet him still,
my heart will not forget—
I love the man I’ve never met,
My soulmate, my sunset.

SAM

~ Dear Emotional Crab ~

Burning bright within my chest,
A fierce fire that will not rest.
My soul calls out across the night,
Yearning for your touch, your light.

I love you with a wild desire,
A flame that sets my heart on fire.
No distance, no time can tame
the raging storm that sings your name.

Come to me, my fierce delight,
through shadowed hours and breaking light.
Let passion guide your every stride—
I ache to have you by my side.

With every breath, I crave your skin,
The world dissolves when you’re within.
Come quick, my love, and make me whole,
Fill the emptiness of my soul.

In your arms, I long to fall—
To lose myself and find it all.
So heed my call, my soulmate true,
For all my fire burns for you.

SAM

~ Come to Me, Crab Man ~

My heart beats a quiet prayer,
A call across the endless air,

to you, my love, my missing part,
the keeper of my waiting heart.

In every breath, in every sigh,
I feel your presence drawing nigh.
Though distance keeps us worlds apart,
I carry you within my heart.

I love you more than words can say,
more than night longs for the day.
You are the dream my soul has known,
the seed of love so deeply sown.

Come quickly, love, and find your way,
Through dusk and dawn, 

through night and day.
Stand by my side, hold me near,
and silence every lonely fear.

For only with your hand in mine,
Will every star above us shine.
So come, my soulmate, don’t delay—
My heart awaits you, here, always.

SAM

~ To My Crab Soulmate ~

I do not waste my breath on idle chatter.
My heart does not wander,

my love does not scatter.
I am all or nothing—this you must know,
a flame unshaken, a river in flow.

My Crab, the stars make it clear—
my soul is calling, my vow is sincere.
I am here for union, for depth, for forever,
no half-measures—only always, together.

I seek no games, no fleeting embrace,
only the truth, the home in your face.
I am waiting, with courage, with might,
to walk with you fully, in shadow, in light.

So, come to me, beloved,
the time is at hand.
I am yours alone—

under Moon, sea, and sand.
Devotion is waiting, destiny’s call—
come claim me, my Crab, my love, my all.

SAM

~ My Soul Remembers a Crab ~

You are missing from this life— and still,

I feel you like breath in a still room,

like a ghost my heart won’t let go.

You were never a stranger.

Not truly.

Something in me remembers you—

not your face, not your voice, but your being.

The shape of your silence fits mine too well.

I speak to you in whispers 

you may never hear. 

In the quiet of night, I light a candle

and call your name without knowing it.

Come back to me.

Not as you were—but as you were always

meant to be— whole, healed, home.

I believe God weaves Souls in pairs—

twin lights cast into the dark to find

their way by instinct, by ache, by faith.

And I know— no matter how far

you've wandered, no matter the pain

you’ve buried deep—some part of you

is still reaching for me.

Sometimes I feel it—in the way my chest

tightens at dusk, in the way tears 

come without cause.

Your soul is speaking.

And I am listening.

You are not forgotten.

You are not forsaken.

You are loved with the force

of stars being born.

With the devotion of every prayer

I’ve whispered into the dark

with no one there to answer.

I am the echo of your peace.

The home your spirit seeks

when it is tired of wandering.

And even if this life keeps us apart,

my love will follow You into the next.

And the next.

Until we meet— not in passing, 

not in dreams, but in the sacred stillness 

where soul touches soul, and 

nothing else is needed.

Devoted to you

SAM